good day :)

today was pretty good. my friend victoria came over and we hung out. and we ate like everything. it sucked. and my boyfriend kept getting mad at me because he doesnt like victoria so he was like you dont need to hang out with her bla bla bla. but i dont give a fuck because i like victoria and i dont tell him who to hang out with so screw him! haha lol

im fasting tomorrow :) wish me luck

my boyfriend came over tonight to sit in the driveway in his truck after work. we just sat and cuddles and listened to music. it was nice.

i think our relationship is bipolar lol

texas on satruday!

chilis

ughh my boyfriend talked me into chilies. so i was like ok i will just get a salad. no. when we got there he was like you need to eat more! so i got chicken strips. he got loaded nachos, quesidillas and a desert which i had some of. it was really good but omg i am so full now. :( i dont think im gonna eat tomorrow. but my friend is coming over so i dont know if that will happen! :(

packing :)

i started packing for texas today!! :) we are leaving saturday morning but i packed stuff that wont get wrinkled and my toiletries. i didnt have anything else to do.

i woke up at 11 and went outisde to tan. i tanned for 20 on my front but its soo hot i just tanned for 10 on my back. it was only 11 and it was already 90 degrees! i love love love the summer!!!

i have work today at 5 wooo :) i like working

fathers day dinner

we are having home made hamburgers. yum yum!!! this is all im eating today. im hungry but whatever. im going to see my cousin who i am extremely jealous of in like a week so i have to lose as much as possible. wish me luck!

good day today :)

ok well today was pretty good. this morning wasnt really because me and my parents kept fighting and me and my boyfriend/friend/whatever kept fighting because he hangs up on me allll the time. like if i say something he doesnt like or if my parents say he cant come over or something he gets PISSED and hangs up and im like wtf is ur problem? i have never hung up on him. he said he would kill me if i did but whatever.

i worked 1-6 today. it was good. i sold 6 fragrances :) fragrences are REALLY big at rue 21. and i bought some really cute sun glasses. the only problem is they are kinda light and you can see my eyes through them. i like to wear sun glasses cuz when i cry or am pissed youc an see it in my eyes but whatever. i only paid like $2 for them b/c i get an emplyee discount AND i found a gift card on the floor that had like $3 on it. :) i have a really big hold pile. i need to go shopping :) but only when im skinny!

my best friend and i reunited. she went up to rue 21 and put in an application. we stopped talking like a year ago because my boyfriend didnt like her because she slept with this icky guy and my boyfriend thought she was a slut so he made me stop talking to her. but i informed him im going to start talking to her again. he can fuck it because i dont care what he thinks. i also decided im going to start wearing heels again. i stopped because he didnt like them. but fuck it I like them. and thats what matters, right?

lastly....my parents decided we are going on vacation. we are leaving next saturday the 26th. we are going to texas. to shop :) we have family down there but we are mainly going to shop. im bringing my laptop and the hotel should have free wifi since most do so yay :)

wellllll

alright im stuck at 169. i have been eating really not well lately. my parents and grandma and boyfriend/exboyfriend/friend whatever he is keeps taking me out to eat and im like wtffff. my mom asked me what i had for lunch the other day and i was like carrots and she was like kelly starving is not the way to go if you are trying to lose weight. and i roll my eyes im like mommmmm i knowww. hahaha if only she knew what REALLY was going on!! lol. ugh i have work today at 1. idk why i got up so freakin early. lol


i went shopping yesterday! yal need to check out the victoria secret semi annual sale. its AWESOME. i got pink shirts! i got 2 for 12.99, 1 for 10.99 and 1 for 6.99! they are realllly cute! i love them. im wearing one to work today. its blue and has a happy face on the front and on the back it says "wanna get breakfast?" lmao

sooo confused

ok...so me and nick are over...right? well we have been hanging out and kissing and such and he still says i love you and stuff...but like when we talk hes like i dont think we will get married or live together and whatever and he said today that he doesnt want me around his family for a while but then like 20 minutes later he will be like i love you. so i dont get it!!! ugh boys are soooo stupid. screw them all.

well anyway im on the skinny girl diet. today was day 1. it sucked. im going to start over tomorrow. im like 168 :(

tomorrow im baby sitting. im bringing my own food (fruits) because on the sgd you dont count fruits and veggies as calories which is great! and the kids im baby sitting have amazzzzing food cuz they are little kids so its like all sugar. ughh no good for dieting!!!

ugh im disgusting

ok so my boyfriend talked me into going to braums. i got a mint chocolate chip shake. my boyfriend and i split chicken strips and fries. then we went to mcdonalds and got sweet teas. ughh im soo disgusting. epic fail :(

pretty rough

i had a pretty rouch night last night. my boyfriend and i broke up but im pretty sure we will get back together. i lied to hiim about the stupidest thing ever. and i regret it. but i hope we will get back togher. we have been dating for over 2 years and i love him so much...

on the plus side i lost 2 lbs

167.8

I'M SKINNY @ THE HEART

today is the start of the skinny @ the heart competition on pt! im really excited because i FINALLY reached my gw #1 which is 170 lbs. i weighed this morning and im 169.6!! woohoo! i have been stuck in the 170s for like everrrrr!!! yay!!!

i noticed my followers grew by like 5! wooo!!! haha :)

ok well its noon here and i have had 65 calories. its going great!!! my tummy is growling but that is just fine by me. i might chew and spit some later idk. :)

im a fatttty

ok well me and my boyfriend ate furrs for lunch. so i told myself that would be all i was going to have today....welll i had 9 gobstoppers, i chew and spat a burrito, had 2 sugar cookies, and 3 meringue cookies. ughhh im sooooo grossssssssssssssss

june diet day 1

today i ate wayy more than i wanted to. i ate a piece of cold pizza this morning, which was all i was planning on eating. but then i went to my grandmas house. and we went out to outback. we split a blooming onion and a hamburger which i guess isnt so bad. it could be worse. my boyfriend made me really upset today. i really wish i wouldnt have eaten. im really doing this for him. to probe to him. idk what im trying to prove. but something. i didnt get to exercise much either. we went to the mall for about 5 hours which burned like 300 cals and i went swimming when i get home. idk how many calories that burned. i havent checked it on my i touch yet. i have this cool app its called lose it! and i keep track of my cals and such there.

wish me luck on the june diet!!