wow...its been a while. i still havent lost weight. i was hoping to this weekend because i got my wisdom teeth removed but i still ate everything. :( i am such a fucking fat cow. i wanna be skinny. i told my boyfriend i am going to lose 60 lbs by next summer no matter what. i dont care what it takes. school starts thursday. im excited cuz its so much easier to starve. i want to be the girl that all the guys check out. not the guys girlfriend standing there looking fat.