i have no self control

we had a family dinner. im so fucking full. i ate so much. i have no fucking self control. im not eating tomorrow. ill get a drink but im not eating. you cant make me. nobody can make me. tomorrow is day 3 of abc. 300 cals (i think, maybe 400?) im going to get a drink at lunch. but nothing else. i have work so i cant snack at home. yay. fuck food. i will have control again.